I feel kind of used. But my other friend says he probably wasn't using me, just that he uses other people.
I also feel kind of stupid, but Brittany says I shouldn't because I didn't know. I didn't mean to hurt anyone. But how could I have been so stupid?
I don't know if you can be stupid if you're not sure, your friends aren't sure, etc.
It kind of sucks that I don't see my friends very often. My schedule and their schedule is awfully busy. It sucks. I wish to have a little free time.
This is one of the reasons I don't want to study to be a doctor or anything. The fact of the matter is... I don't really care for money that much. The reason I want to be a doctor is just so I can do the "Doctors Without Borders". Obviously, I'd like to have a family and be able to support them, too, but whatever.
The problem is, if being a doctor is anything like my dad, then I'll be working all the time and not even realize I have a family until 20 years later.
Yeah, that's not my style.
But, anyway. I talk to my friends online a lot. I mean, I know them in person and I see them in person and everything, occasionally, but I'd rather have conversations with them face-to-face.
Whatever.
I have class in half an hour. I should go get ready.
I need to make cupcakes and a cake this weekend.
I plan to make one in the shape of a violin. Or with a violin on it.
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